It seems every time I visit a church there just happens to be a musical event going on. And every time I'm hit with this feeling that I made the wrong choice as a musician. I would've been better off as a choral person; someone in the crowd of a choir. I just think about the atmosphere and the focus that the very room of a church inspires and what it does to me. And I just think of all the things that comes with the pop music business that I wouldn't have to think about: like being pretty, being thin, being in touch with the present, with trends; with that finger constantly held up in the air, or like taking stands for or against things like free downloading or the pondering of the possible death of the cd or other extremely uncreative and uninspiring issues. I'm tired of having or trying to have opinions about everything that's around me. I just want to make music.
